Guilty

I decided to take a little gander at your blogs for the first time in a while. I felt a little guilty that I haven't updated here in a while. I've been managing 2 other blogs, and even those I'm not keeping up on as much as I should.

Things have been swell. Even though I lost my full and part time job, I am still pretty lucky that I'm still with Vin. And he is just damn cool. Even though I'm sure it's challenging for him to put up with me (I am extremely co-dependant). It's been strange to be in a pretty balanced relationship, compared to my last. I kind of forgot about enjoying my time with another person without having to worry about everything I said and did. He has been extremely supportive, and has helped me more than I would like to admit.


I'm still trying to get my shit together as far as a job. I never thought I would get to the point again where having a full time job would be extremely appealing. I seriously wake up and wish I had work. I'm feeling pretty damn useless. I would really love to get my Etsy shop up and running again. But unfortunately I need money for supplies and fees that I just don't have right now. But I am still keeping folders of ideas. I'm not giving up yet.

Anyway, that's my little gay update. If you want specifics, feel free to check my other blog dedicated to my Vin. You and Meme